Is it the rain that has made today suck? Is it my period? Is it having to do stuff that I don't know how to do (or have any desire to do)? Is it having to be the boss?

Even though there was some smashing news on the legal front this morning, today has sucked all around. There's a large part of me that wants to crawl into bed and stay there...forever.

Even my cats are avoiding me - the one time I really really need them to be in my face, demanding attention, and instead they're knocking stuff off the sewing table and skittering away from me. Granted, I am lurching after them, saying "Cuddle with me!" in a creepy voice, but still.

I'd better shake this feeling by tomorrow. I have to go to a baby shower, and I'll need to put on my happy-to-be-here face. Ugh, two hours surrounded by mums and married women. I might as well tattoo a big "S" on my forehead. "S" for "Single."

Okay, that's enough out of me. Time to build a fire and make some hors d'ouevres. Mexinese rolls FTW!
I just got a mail from Vida saying that Machida called her, and all the teachers (except Vida, who has to take her kids to Yatsuri) have to arrive at work at 7:30 for snow cleaning. That means shovelling and sweeping the driveway, and probably the playground, too.

This pisses me off because I was supposed to be on a 9:30 start tomorrow. There's no such thing as overtime pay at Kodomo Gakuen, oh no. There is only seething resentment and hatred, and I am full of both. You will most likely feel it as you are sleeping, my flist in the West, and it will fill your dreams with irrational anger and vitriol. I apologize in advance.

Or maybe I will call in sick.
Title: Persistent Ache
Author: [livejournal.com profile] skandrae
Recipient: [livejournal.com profile] selmak, who's been very gracious about how long this took
Rating: G-ish
Prompt(s): I tried for the first one, I really really did, but it refused to come together for me, so I went with the second - Elizabeth/Radek, with fluff and stuff. (Here's hoping that the first prompt, which still won't leave my brain alone, will allow me to write it soon ^_^)

Persistent Ache )
skandrae: ('nuff said)
The world won't fall apart if I don't get this story written, right?

But I feel like it will. Like maybe I will. And I still can't get anything done.

I just have to make it through tomorrow, and then I have two whole days where I don't have to think about work, or heat, or stupid people. Two whole days where I can curl up underneath my air conditioner and just get the damned thing out of my head.

But getting through tomorrow means going to bed now, because 5AM is getting nearer and nearer...
It's posted. And, unlike my usual post-posting entries where I demand that my loyal minions go and tell me what they think, I am going to say no more on the subject.

Except the stuff under this cut )
I've decided I would like to try an office job for a while. You know, filing things, wearing business clothes...not wiping up snot (or other various unsavoury things) or dealing with children.

The weather is miserable, and all I want to do is crawl into bed and sleep the rest of my life away.

Also, still no email from that girl. Am filled with grrrrrr.

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